Monday, May 5, 2008

the mind


Sometimes I get so darn tired of thinking all the time; wishing there was an on/off switch in my brain to give myself a break for two seconds. Thinking is good I guess, but I feel that life is so much easier without those millions of thoughts constantly muddling everything up. When I think less, I experience more, I live more. Or at least that has been my experience. Some people don’t have this problem, the thoughts thing, and I am envious of and appalled by that all at the same time. Not to say that there are people in the world who don’t think, we are humans and by nature we all think to some extent. But there are some people who don’t give much heed to the look they received from their local 7-11 clerk and whether that means I have something in my teeth or perhaps they just think I am a sad excuse for a human being because I’m purchasing ding-dongs** for the third time this week and wondering whether or not I should purposefully stop buying ding-dongs from this guy to prove that I am very interesting and have much better things to do than buy ding-dongs all day long…or maybe I’ll just go to the 7-11 down the street where the clerk has no predisposed opinions about my ding-dong buying habits. This kind of thought process accounts for a good 99% of my day and it is exhausting. I need a lobotomy.


**i dont really eat ding-dongs lol.

1 comment:

PJ Moon said...

lol... that was funny... you never want to stop thinking... but changing your habits can sometimes do the trick.... I love that you are blogging... keep it up